5.29.2018

full moon / may







FULL MOON





Flower Moon
Tuesday, May 29, Sagittarius, 7:19 am PST

Truth seeking.
Becoming.

I really feel the energy of Spring. I feel myself like the little seed that was planted months ago and laid dormant through the Winter season, gathering strength and knowledge. And since then have been on a journey of growth, fighting every step of the way to be in the flow, to grow and navigate my way through the soil to break the surface of the earth. And now the reward is feeling the nurturing energy of the Sun and blossoming.

This Full Moon in Sagittarius is about integration. It is about taking what you have been through, the challenges and hardships of the past few months, and integrating them into the wisdom and understanding of life that will help you blossom into more of who you are. With this Full Moon we can pause and see the journey we have been on, how it has shaped us and landed us where we are (for better or worse). We look around and within and take in what we know to be true.

This is a time of growth, expansion, understanding, integration, truth and becoming.

Jupiter is the ruler of this Full Moon, and it is retrograding in the sign of Scorpio, so it is helping us to dive in and churn up deeper truths to examine and integrate. They feel like bite sized dives, so it won't be too overwhelming for your system. And it also means that it will be easier to integrate, a little at a time. So be aware of what moments of truth hit you, realizations, ah-ha moments, experiences that touch you and feel meaningful. On the surface these seem small but are actually very important right now. Be extra aware and grateful for them. Slow down and take in everything that is happening within you and around you.

It is a time to feel the power of gentleness, surrendering, joy, and truth.







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5.15.2018

new moon / may







NEW MOON





Planting Moon
Tuesday, May 15th, Taurus, 4:47 am PST

With New Moons we get a pause, a moment where there is an opening, a gift of reprieve. This is a time where what we have been avoiding is RIGHT in our face - unavoidable and inescapable. But with this New Moon we get an opening of energy that comes in to support us in all the big shifts and changes that are happening. Yes, it is a very hard time, but it is also a magical time.

I will share, that personally, I feel big shifts trying to happen. Emphasis on the word trying, or rather they are happening within me and I am becoming acutely aware of the ways I am trying to stay in the old. This could be part of my fixed Scorpio nature, always wanting something to overcome, some challenge to be up against, some energy to transform. In a way it's terrifying to not have something to overcome and transform, and yet that is the place I feel I am being pushed to be in. A place where there is ease, calm, support, confidence in my bodies ability to handle things, health, partnership, abundance... being. And oh boy! Do I feel myself fighting it, even though it's everything I have been fighting to have! This is the ironic and hard part about where I feel like we are right now. We are actually getting pushed into a place where we have worked so hard to be and we are resisting it and fighting it every step of the way.

With this New Moon in Taurus and Uranus moving to the sign of Taurus (for the next seven years) we are being pushed to realign ourselves into some more positive energy and positive values. But what I see happening is we are being faced with all of our issues and all the ways we hang on, stay comfortable in the known (even if those ways are more difficult). We have an attachment to them and right now we don't want to let go! So while we are facing some of our deepest issues and patterns, with this New Moon we are also being given messages and signs about the way through. It's like finding a secret doorway in a room where you have been keeping yourself trapped. This New Moon is guiding all of us to find that secret door that we didn't know was there. It's so important to keep your eyes, ears, hearts, bodies open right now. Pay attention to things you see in repetition, people you keep running into, dreams you keep having, animals that keep showing up... anything where you notice a sequence. I am a big believer in the message of threes. The first time you encounter something/one, the second time could be a coincidence, but the third is a message not to be ignored. Follow these things right now - they are here to guide you through your big lessons and allow you to settle into and be open to what is shifting inside you. 

Try to think about the fact that you are the room, the secret door AND the key. 


Taurus energy is all about value, beauty, pleasure. Be sure to partake in things that stimulate your senses, that feel sensual and nurturing. In fact, these kinds of things just might be the key to opening that secret door. Just make sure that this energy isn't indulgent or feeding the old patterns and issues, but instead is a way through, is full of healing, and is supporting the new place you are being pushed to step into. And be sure you aren't using the energy of Taurus to escape the difficulty. You will be able to feel it - is it keeping you in the old, are you using it to escape, OR is it leading you through something into something new?

What would it be like to not react to our issues from our ego, from the known, from our minds wanting to figure it out, from fear... but instead to face our issues from a place of openness, curiosity, trusting, surrendering to the universe to be guided through that energy?

Keep me posted. 







Lesley Vance ~ Untitled, 2011

listening & opinions








PODCAST


Episode 1

Q&A - Answering your questions about breathwork, self growth, creativity and minerals. In this episode I talk about how I came to breathwork, breathwork and manifestation, “who’s doing the answering”, being in the unknown, the difference between being inspired and copying, nurturing your creative voice, how minerals work, and minerals for the bath. 

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Before the podcast I did a live feed on Instagram with a few books I am reading that I would recommend. 
If you missed it, or want to reference them, here they are.

She: Understanding Feminine Psychology 
by Robert A. Johnson

The Enneagram: Understanding Yourself and the Others In Your Life 
by Helen Palmer 

Your Soul's Plan: Discovering the Real Meaning of the Life You Planned Before You Were Born 
by Robert Schwartz 

Medical Medium Life-Changing Foods 
by Anthony William

The Secret Lives of Color 
by Kassia St Clair 

Reflections: Van Eyck and the Pre-Raphaelites 
by Alison Smith 

Mystical Symbolism: The Salon de la Rose+Croix in Paris, 1892–1897 
by Vivien Greene and Jean-David Jumeau-Lafond






Isamu Noguchi, "Jack in the Box", 1984